experience

2016, What can I say? Its been a roller coaster and challenging year.

My 2016 started good,  I was excited and ready for what the year and life will offer.

The first few months was good, everything was fine and full of laughter. I met new people and it was all good. People say “Life changes in a snap” and “Life changes in a blink of an eye” and it’s actually true, everything suddenly change and you wont have a choice but to accept it and move on.

One of the challenges I faced during this year is me being questioned as person and as a friend. You know what sucks about this is I trusted this people, I valued them and treated them as a friend and sadly I think they don’t feel the same thing. I know to myself that I didn’t do anything wrong and what I did is to just keep my mouth shut even though they kept throwing insults. I guess that’s just how you handle difficult people, you just let them and eventually they’ll get tired of it.The thing is I always try to see the best in people and easily trust them and in the end I always end up disappointed.

It sucks when you’re treated like a garbage, they can easily throw you out after all the things you’ve done. I did everything and worked hard for it and still people can’t appreciate it and in just a snap they no longer want you and you know yourself you don’t deserve it. I fought for it because I know I don’t deserve to be treated that way. I decided to end it all and move on and you know you did the right choice. I can’t be with people who just can’t appreciate and value you.

Out of everything bad happened during this year, I’m still grateful because I learned a lot of lessons and use the experience as a motivation to move forward. I have new good friends that stood beside me and I know I can trust. To my best friend that keeps on motivating me even on my lowest point, I know you’re busy but still manage to reply to my text message. You don’t have idea how happy I am that I met you and you helped me a lot in ways you couldn’t imagine.  To the new people I met, I’m really grateful to know every single of you, maybe we all just met in a wrong time and wrong place? Still I hope the best for all of us and hope to see you around!

2016 is an  extreme roller coaster ride, I had my ups and downs that I thought I can’t face. This year is actually my most challenging year so far.

As what Jay Starret wrote:

” I’ve learned that there are many rough moments in life, ones that will either make or break you. Moments that will create the person you become. With every rejection or “failure” comes knowledge and wisdom. The only time the word failure comes into play is when you quit. Either you “win or learn”.

Use your bad experiences as a motivation, to keep going and be a better person. If you’ll let that experience eat your motivation you’ll always end up with just the thoughts of “What-ifs” and regrets. Sometimes its hard and it will take time but don’t be stuck. Dont stop trying and time will come you’ll reach it. Also, know your worth, don’t let anyone else decide what you deserve and not. Always remember just to be yourself, be kind and motivated.